Tag Archives: sadness

Sometimes it Can’t Be Helped

I know a lot of times I sound down, especially more so lately. Sometimes the brain just fills up with so much stuff it becomes like bottlenecked traffic and is downright frustrating. Sometimes, as most of you know, holidays and … Continue reading

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Slipping Away

It all seem to be slipping away out of my reach and I cannot do a damn thing about it. My life and all that I ever wanted is getting further and further away. Some tell me to chase it … Continue reading

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Fading to Nothing

All of my dreams and any chance of happiness is slipping further and further away. Nothing has ever seemed right and nothing ever will be right. All hope is lost. Thank you ever so much. 😦

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How Does it Feel?

How does it feel to kill me? To bludgeon my heart and soul? To destroy any chance of me reaching the very life I was destined for? Tell me, how does it feel? Forcing me down when all I wanted was … Continue reading

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Ohhhh She Went There and I Nearly Snapped

I admit it, I have a lot of crap days more often than good. Contrary to popular belief it is not because of my outlook on things which would be more positive if I had something to be positive about. … Continue reading

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Another Example of My Invisibility

Before all of the restructuring and downsizing and consolidation of offices at my job, I was one of the go to people for work on productions and an overall known member of the team. Over the past few years though, … Continue reading

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Why Did They Snuff My Fire?

Many years ago, I created beauty and art and had the desire to share it with the world. I wanted to do so much and experience everything, go everywhere. Stuff my parents never got to do, LIVE. Things though always … Continue reading

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