Tag Archives: sad

Hard to Be a Creative Sometimes

Really hard and taxing on the brain to be a creative and not be able to create. Unfortunately my current pay the bills job has nothing to do with being creative and therefore mind numbing and it’s usually an 11 … Continue reading

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Nothing

I am nothing and sadly forever will be nothing. Stuck forever and my light stolen. Everything is pain.

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Two Losses in a Short Time

We all know 2016 is already a totally fucked up year, but why did it have to take away two family members just before Christmas? First loss was December 16th. My little cousin Nikki died at the age of 28. … Continue reading

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There is No Magic Switch

Love how people tell me to cheer up and be happy, as if I can turn it on with a magic switch. It’s not easy to fake being happy when you’re not. One can only wear a mask for so … Continue reading

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Got Trapped

I should not be here. I am not supposed to be here.

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Do You Like What I’ve Become?

I should be working to live life to the fullest, to be happy. NOT working just to pay bills and merely exist! I never wanted this.

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Everyone has always kept me away from everything. And now all that I ever wanted in life is gone too far out of reach. Thank you so very much.

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