Tag Archives: dreams

YIKES

What have I gotten myself in to? I really don’t see myself at this job for very long. Only a few days in and it’s definitely soul crushing, lonely, and back ache inducing and not the type of back ache … Continue reading

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Things We Do Out Of Desperation

Not something I want but it had to be done and hopefully something better and more along my path comes soon. After a long drought of no responses to the many applications I’ve submitted, I’ve finally got a job. Months … Continue reading

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A Life Without Dreams is No Life

How is it possible for someone to have no dreams? I find the idea hard to fathom though it explains a lot in my life. My family and all those around me have always tried steering me away from my … Continue reading

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What Are They Telling Me?

Dreams can be strange. I had a dream this morning that for some reason stuck in my head and I’m not sure why. Apparently I was to meet up with my parents at some theater, which in itself is weird … Continue reading

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Sometimes Dreams Can Be Depressing

Sometimes I am not sure why people from the past crop up in dreams, especially when you have not given them any thought in years. Last night I had what started out to be a rather mundane dream about being … Continue reading

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Politics Invading My Dreams Again

Okay, Crooked Hillary was not in this one. Last time she was there, there were bombs falling from the sky. This dream had Donald Trump handing me a plate of poisoned Cheetos. Odd thing is, I don’t even eat Cheetos … Continue reading

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Stupid Me

Why was I ever so stupid as to have a dream?

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Fading to Nothing

All of my dreams and any chance of happiness is slipping further and further away. Nothing has ever seemed right and nothing ever will be right. All hope is lost. Thank you ever so much. 😦

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Why Did They Snuff My Fire?

Many years ago, I created beauty and art and had the desire to share it with the world. I wanted to do so much and experience everything, go everywhere. Stuff my parents never got to do, LIVE. Things though always … Continue reading

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What is Going on in My Brain?

Okay, another weird dream again. No, not another B.C. one this time, though I do have a LOT of those. This one starred my friend James from England. Not sure why because he has never appeared in my dreams before … Continue reading

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Easy for Some to Say

Hey there. Yeah I’ve been a bit more sporadic than usual as of late, happens on occasion. Anyways, once again I’ve been getting people online telling me that I can do anything if I put my mind to, that I … Continue reading

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Freaky Dreams

I get these every so often and they freak me out. Not sure why they happen but it’s annoying. Your dream starts off normal, relatively speaking, and then all of a sudden it’s as if you’ve woken up yet you … Continue reading

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My Life Truly Means Nothing

I was the smart one. I was going to be something in life and nothing was going to stop me. Instead I ended up here in this hell. How pathetic and embarassing, and I wake up every day crying. I … Continue reading

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Feeling So Dead and Empty

Ever wake up every morning with tears in your eyes knowing that everything you ever wanted to be and wanted to do in life, your passion, is so far away that it may as well all be dead and everything you’ve … Continue reading

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Screwed Up

I never meant to be so screwed up, I never meant to have a mind full of fuck. I only wanted happy in my life why was that so much to ask? All my life, I’ve been put down, I … Continue reading

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Don’t Give Me That

I swear I will slap the next person who tells me I can do anything if I put my mind to it without offering me any help. Don’t you think I tried? You don’t know my situation so either offer … Continue reading

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You Don’t Want to Know

Nobody should ever wish to know the feelings of having one’s dreams and passions getting stripped away from them. All that they were and could have been being ripped apart. Nobody should ever wish to know why I am the … Continue reading

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More Proof That Social Media is Evil

It taunts me! I swear Facebook is taunting me, throwing my lifelong dreams into my face. Showing me links to pages related to my dreams of becoming an actress and filmmaker. Dreams I had since I was at least 3 … Continue reading

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What a Load of Bull

Thumbing through my book of poetry, I came across one that struck me as funny. Not funny ha ha, but funny as in it sounded so positive as if written by somebody fresh to the world ready to take on … Continue reading

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