Maybe I Do Deserve it :(

Earlier on social media, I saw someone post this: “If u end up with a boring miserable life cause u listened to your parents, your teacher, your priest, or some guy on TV, then u deserve it.” While not directed at me personally, it still stung a bit. I guess that is the intention. I often think that maybe I do deserve this misery and hell for something that I don’t even know what it was. I don’t recall doing anything in my life to give me such bad karma. But when you think about it, does a zoo animal raised in a cage all of its life deserve what it gets? From early on I was forced to conform to what my parents, teachers, and all other adults in life told me, just as the zoo animal in the cage. So maybe I do deserve it, but it was never my choice to conform. It’s not always easy to break free of the stuff that’s drilled into your head from the moment you’re born. And yeah, I went from one cage to another sadly with no way out in sight. Easier for those on the outside to tell someone they can change things when they don’t know the situation and to criticize them than to help them get out of the situation.

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I am an open book. My pages are just stuck together.
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