Thinking Again, Such a Dangerous Thing

I have not accomplished anything in many many years, and I fear that I never will ever again. I hate feeling like this. I never wanted to feel like this, I don’t want to feel like this. I’ll never know exactly what dragged me down. A loser just like the rest of my family and everyone around me. I guess I was doomed from the start. Thought I was on my way up for a while though at first. I graduated high school unlike the majority of my cousins and I did win a couple of awards working in local tv, but that was so long ago. Nothing has ever been good since. Every second of my life is one big regret after another. I don’t like this but I feel so powerless to do anything about it.


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I am an open book. My pages are just stuck together.
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