Just Can’t Get Psyched for the Holidays

I used to love the holidays when I was a kid. All the festive decorations, the feelings of togetherness (which looking back all seems so faked), warm fuzzy feelings, all that jazz. Now I seem to not even really care anymore. Everything is so comercialized and fake, everyone becomes even more greedy. Holidays just don’t hold the same magic they once did.  And they always cause people to seem to be in a rush don’t they, no real enjoyment just hurry up and buy presents people probably don’t need or can get for themselves, and then visit these people then get out and go visit those people, pigging out at both places, zipping to and fro like busy bees. I don’t know, maybe its just me turning into one of my grandmothers (OH PLEASE NO!) or something different.  Not sure. I tend to speed right past the radio stations that have been playing Christmas music for the past month and cringe at all the cheesy Thanksgiving and Christmas commercials that saturate the tv as soon as November 1st hit. Some of you know this already from my past holiday season posts lol sorry I know same old record. As with everything else, I have tuned everything out. I just cannot get psyched about it anymore. Think I’ll continue with my forced hermitage and turn off the lights, light a candle, zone out to Sigur Ros, and contemplate the flame lol. I’ll probably end up doing something though, usually end up doing something. I won’t remember it though. Each and every year seems to blend in with each other for me these days. Nothing special ever happens.

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