Still Don’t Know What Happened

Can someone tell me what happened? For so long now I have just felt drained of all life. Constant depression, boredom, lack of interest, and lack of energy for anything. I can remember that almost 20 years ago I felt like I finally climbed out of the darkness and was ready to take on the world. I would jump out of bed every late morning, energized. I felt I had purpose. This century has not been very good to me. I have accomplished nothing and feel more empty than I did when I was a teenager, no longer feeling a sense of purpose. No spark. No life. No hope. It is a chore to even get out of bed now, and even more of a chore to stay awake. Or have I ever been awake?

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I am an open book. My pages are just stuck together.
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